I'm going to blog, despite being extremely unenthusiastic about almost everything right now, I'm just going to randomly blog. Today, was spent with nearly no homework done. Except a home economics project(which cannot even be considered as 'done', I guess).

It's the guilt that envelopes me when I don't do my homework everyday. Tomorrow, homework must be done. Tomorrow, I want to complete 20% more of my homework, at least. Which means, I have to do 100 more pages of grammar builder, a few maths problem sums, write two compositions for my Chinese scrapbook, and memorise like twenty more proverbs.

Which I'm really unlikely to complete what I have said above, it's more the kind of empty promise I make the day before and keep making just in different variations for the next few days until I finally complete my homework and stop those empty promises for once.

Pretty long sentence up there.

But I'll still try to 'fill' those promises I made two paragraphs above. And hopefully('ve said this like a million times but am still going to remind myself) I complete all my homework by this Friday. Then week two and week three of the holidays I can spend some good time reading 1B textbooks, improving so many stuff I want to, surf the internet to look for cool stuff('ve not done that for a long time since I only chat and blog on the computer, for as long as I remember), get some time out of this house and do my own stuff.

Sounds too much for just two weeks, but, oh well, will still try to do everything I can those two weeks. Week four's gonna be busy 'cos there is choir workshop, but there should still be time, or at least I hope so.

Semester one came to a close quite quickly, I must say. In other words, also half of the year passed. Time flies. And before we know it, 2008 will come to a close, and 2009 will arrive. I guess semester one was quite an okay term. Not much problems in school for the first semester, satisfactory test results, etc.

Have been sleepy these days, no enthusiasm for no nothing, wanting to sleep early, wanting to sleep in later. I really really wish I could just sleep throughout the whole 24 hours and wake up the next day feeling so refreshed and so enthusiastic, but, no; I had to be packed with events. So, I'll wait for a day I can sleep till the afternoon, skip breakfast, eat late lunch, do late homework and whatnot.

Having typed out such a draggy long post of extreme boredom, I shall now go watch The Arena finals, which Lei Shi has been urging everyone to watch, while catching occasional glimpses of my grammar builder homework and filling in the empty blanks I wished were filled.

All the enthusiasm; gone. But it seems like blogging has brought all my enthusiasm surging through me and such. Just typing on the keyboard, looking at words slowly appearing on the monitor screen, and re-reading what you have typed makes me satisfied. Makes me happy.

Enthusiasm; there are only a few sources.

For now, at least.