I'm very very confused now. So many things have happened these few days. So many things I want to scream. So very confused by so many things, I don't know what to do anymore. Everything is jumbled up, and I don't know how to put them back where they were. Emotions, desires, physical state, etc. all jumbled up. So, I think I made a couple of bad decisions this week. Next week would be a better week, i think. When school reopens, I guess. Holidays are nothing but disaster.

I'm certainly very confused now. I don't want to think about so many things right now. And so I'll stop blogging about this right this instance.

Today was a..happy/confusing/painful/stupid/boring day. I'm not sure what would form when those four fuse together. And it would be much much more boring later since I have to shut the computer down by 10pm!!

Crap. Not going to post anymore.

Stone..in front of the computer.

I just realised I wanted to post something too. Suddenly turned optimistic. Everything happens for a reason, and uh huh, this quote has gone with me through years and years of my life. I guess it's a quote that always works. Whatever happens to me, I just say to myself, "everything happens for a reason" and then I tend to look at the brighter side already.

Back to stoning.