It's time I laugh at myself for not being able to make such a simple decision. Or not even trying to create opportunities for myself. I laugh. It's perhaps no use blogging about that already; whatever comes, comes. And, as much I won't like it; whatever goes, goes.

I still have to think I am the luckiest person on Earth.

Got a haircut today, which was, I guess okay. Tomorrow, I will be left with nothing to do again- just like today. Now, I'm going to ask people if they want to do the project tomorrow because this whole week, and next whole week, I am unfortunately occupied. So, only tomorrow left.

Or maybe Thursday where people actually come for the class gathering.

I have now come to an apathetic state where I don't want to care about anything, anymore.

Someone give me something to care about.

It is more blessed to give than receive
Acts 20:35

If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believeth
Mark 9:23

And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
Luke 11:9

I ask in prayer every moment I can, and it shall be given to me. I seek with every second I can, and I shall find it. I believe, He will help me, somehow. Somehow.