Dah, what is wrong with me?! I've finally came to realise something this morning. I've realised that I keep posting and posting, whining and whining, and the words just stay as words. They have never been converted into action.

What do I really want? What do I really get, if I got what I want?

I realised I wanted so many things in life. But I have never put action into what I want in life. I have never really worked for what I really want. Only dreaming, and dreaming, and unfortunately it still stays as a dream.

I want so many things in life. One in particular. And I'm not going to give them up. I'm going to strive for what I want. It's time I take some action. Before I lose everything. It's time.

I WANT SO MANY THINGS I NEED TO STRIVE FOR THEM.

I got motivated by sudden randomness this morning. I need to take action now. No more later than now. I am going to take action now. It's not too late to start now, and it won't be.

Although what I want is still hazy, and unclear, I still have a vague image of what I want. And what I want, surprisingly, might now be what I really want. But yet, it's still what I want. I don't know what I'm talking about now. What I want, is never ever what I want anymore. What I want doesn't depend on me anymore.

Never, never, never ever give up. I will never give up. Even if it takes eternity, even if it takes beyond eternity, I will not give up. What's mine, is mine, and I cannot afford to lose them.

To will is to select a goal, determine a course of action that will bring one to that goal, and then hold to that action till the goal is reached. The key is action.
- Michael Hanson

Goals are not only absolutely necessary to motivate us. They are essential to really keep us alive.
-Robert H. Schuller

Yup, this goal is what keeps me alive. So if I give me goal up, I might as well give my life up.

To succeed, we must first believe that we can.
- Michael Korda

And I believe that I can.

Now.