Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 1:15 PM
36. change, gotta change
Last minute scepticism whether or not to turn up for class gathering at the oh so far away escape theme park. Firstly, as mentioned, it's so far away and I don't even know how to get there by bus. Although my mum is fetching me, so that I don't need to worry. Secondly, I don't even think half of the class is going? Maybe a little more than one quarter. And how much of the one quarter are guys? Three guys. Thirdly, I'm not really looking forward to it. Who knows how much fun it's going to be there.. Fourthly, I don't feel like doing anything because..I don't even know why.
What in the world are we going to do there? Eat and chat. Chat- and hopefully no spastic chats. Because I seriously am not in the mood to do so. Oh well, but who knows I could just be in the mood to.
I swear, if ever I get so bored I'm going back home.
Should I go, should I not, should I go, should I not. No need to toss a coin anymore. My mum's fetching, and for some unfathomable reason agreeing to let me go out. Not that I'm complaining. And tomorrow..never mind.
Let's just pray it would be a success. I hope.
It's starting in one hour's time, but, my mum can only make it one hour later than three o'clock, so, I'd get there slightly later than four. But I seriously don't mind missing that one hour.
No doubt, I'm bringing my homework there! It would be a waste not to bring homework there when so many people from your class are going to be there.
Week three is coming to a close. And the first three days of week four we will have choir workshop. I still have maths, art and Chinese homework undone(perhaps i've said this for weeks cos I don't think I done any homework since one week ago). Oh, and guess what, 30 pieces of calligraphy undone! Maths is a whole terrible lot. Art is sort of okay. And Chinese..should be done in slightly more than an hour's time. But calligraphy can kill you.
Some things totally rock. (okay, this was random)
Yes, they do. And they make me feel so so powerful like never before.
As things come, I get a clearer picture, but the picture seems to get blurrier at the same time too.
I changed the blogskin yesterday, as you can see. Yeah, just felt like changing.
Some things got to change, I've got to change how I treat some people. I've got to change the way I do some stuff or show some stuff. So many things. I write them down here but yet I never put to action.
We don't know what's going to happen the next second, so treasure this second. Sounds a little clichéd but, oh well.
Gotta end this long post, I'm supposed to feel happy today. But it's sometimes funny how your mood can change so drastically from the first word of the post, to the last word of the post.
Going to class gathering.
Sigh.