Gosh, this shall be a messy post, after all. Today, we had debate training. Which was fun! And how Cherie spammed my phone with 7 messages during debate training. But it was somewhat tiring..but still worth it!

Argh, this post is super messy.

Everything seems to be under my control right now. I'm not going to be talk to much or else people will shout "crazy!" at me for writing such a self-proclaimed post.

If you had a key to your future, would you? Would you unlock the doors? And if you find more doors..would you continue unlocking those doors until the final door where all the truth settles in front of your eyes? I seem to be unlocking these doors, slowly, one by one, but what I find are more doors behind, awaiting me to open them yet again.

And I seem to be tired of opening these doors already. Despite being very beneficial. I still try to open them every now and then when I need it, but everytime I do so, I feel so tired of doing that already.

Even if I don't open these doors, I still seem to be able to get through. But with a different process, and a same yet different outcome. Nevertheless, I choose the easy way out, and the way that deceives myself.

Gah, I think I totally screwed this whole post up, I don't even think I can understand what I'm writing already.

Poof.