"The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do."

How accurate. And, unfortunately, this kind of pleasure isn't that abundant. Do things people say you can't do; who in the right mind would do that? Well, I wish I had the wrong mind to do so. I lack something. I lack the reason for my existence. The goals set for you by everyone, the expectations needed to be met. Escapade; run away to a far away land, where nothing like what exists today ever exists. Indeed, what a fantasy.

Maths test tomorrow, and with the above quote, I want to do what others disallow me to do- to not study and fail the test. But really, I wouldn't. Stupid maths test, I can't even concentrate on solving sums. Numbers make me go crazy. And, is this like the hundredth time I posted about a maths test? Is it because of too many maths test? Or is it just me posting too much about them?

Let go; let go of the past.

Exactly, people's questions stump me. Questions like "Are you ever not sad?" Okay, let me answer that here. I think now I realise, all along I have always been concealing emotions. And never, ever letting me get out of myself. Or maybe that's ME. Really, acting happy in front of classmates is what I always do. Maybe because I don't like people asking me questions! But it really helps, sometimes, when you do so, you just feel like going all hyper and crazy. Which is like so cool.

I really don't know so many things anymore.

Anyway, farewell.