Yeah, nothing much interesting actually happened today, so I guess I'd be posting on the really small details of today, it's been a long time, I think. "The Bus 74 & 165 Riot" was observed today. Not really, but in the hearts of those bus riders it was there. Cherie waited 40 minutes for a Bus 74 to arrive. I waited 20 minutes. So, yeah, riots.

I was reluctant in handing up the plant cell model, because it really sucked, it's labels were messed up, parts of it were a little loose, and, it just sucked. In the end, I still handed up, and didn't care anymore. And, the 'ritual' wasn't performed today! Inside joke! IT lesson was really too complicated for the human brain to absorb. Planes and axises, and whatnot. Maths lesson we learned how to plot graphs! Which is so cool! Because, I think this is the only maths topic simple enough that I can tackle. Other than that, my math isn't all that great. And we had a character education test? Yeah, it was quite cool. (I guess.) Well, initially thought that time was sufficient to write a lot, draw a lot. But, it was spent talking, and thinking of rhyming words. ("The love that extends higher than the skyscrapers in Australia, Perth." Yes, no link at all.) In the end my whole paper was desperately filled up with lame formulas and random writing/drawing.

After that was the reading circle thing. Cool, the presentations we made were all full of shocks, literally. The craziness in that one hour. And after which went home. Really drained.

Yeah, I'm not dead today. Duh, despite having a D&T circuit desperately needed to be handed up tomorrow. And I have decided to do that in school last minute tomorrow. Also, there is a Chinese presentation tomorrow that involves marks in the CA, and yet I am not preparing any script and wanting to do the script tomorrow. Yet, there is still undone Chinese homework which I hope need not be handed in tomorrow. Oh, just a random note on homework piles up to one whole paragraph of crap.

Screaming. Everybody needs some desperate screaming. For whatever reasons. 102 class gathering must be somewhere at the beach again. And do the same thing we did again. Cool, then we can ask the whole class to shout. And everyone goes dumb and deaf the next day.

Oh, this part is edited in! Somewhat inspired by Cassandra's "My Idea of Paradise" post. Yeah, it would be cool to, by the beach, just shout like nobody's watching, and towards the direction of the sunset. And if only sunsets are as beautiful as the 'phenomenon' that only happens in art. But, close your eyes and scream, although you don't see the sunset, I guess you will feel the sunset. Then, without MP3s on. Really, just get yourself fully in touch with nature. And then shout everything out of yourself. And then just let the peace manifest you. Let nature manifest you. Let whatever you want get in, and whatever you don't want screamed out. And maybe when you open your eyes, you'd see the world in a whole new different perspective. I probably read too many books on spirituality. But, that would really be cool.

Was just surfing around blogs and asked myself which friendship have I truly forged a strong one? True, a lot of bonding in the class, a lot of times we sit down and do homework together, sit down and eat together, sit down and etc. together. Yeah, but a truly strong friendship, is still what I am lacking in.

It's sad when people you know become people you knew, when you can walk right past someone as if they were never a big part of your life, how you used to be able to talk for hours, and how now you can barely even look at them; it's sad how times change.

Everyday now feels the same yet it somehow is so different. My thoughts somehow don't want to settle down. My decisions also do not want to choose a clear direction it wants to move in, and keeps revolving around nothing.

There's just this thin line between coincidence, and fate.

Someone, save me. Anyone. May my thoughts finally get organised, my decisions finally get clearer, and my days finally become meaningful.

It really is sad.