Hmm, there is something wrong with me.

Some things, actually.

I am having a really really bad cough. And when I cough, I can feel blood in my throat. And once I start coughing, it takes me one full minute to stop the coughing. And worse, I still insist on eating food that will cause my cough to worsen further! Ah, I'm sure the cough will cure by itself, hopefully.

And, crap, the next thing wrong with me shall be kept a secret!

Seriously, the last time I posted was Wednesday!? Yeah, on a positive note, history test really kept me busy, on with a couple other of homework and projects. And how in the world do we have DnT tests!? Cool, I think I am totally gonna fail this subject. I said that for my history, "Can't I just please fail the history test, just this once?" As in, I really didn't want to study. Now, I want to say, "Can't I just fail my DnT!?" Unfortunately, no. In order not to disappoint the whole wide world, I just have to work for it. Work for everything I want; in order to meet the expectations of others, and in order to make them happy.

But, I guess it's a worth sacrifice. Hmm, one wish that would be nice is for everyone that I love to be happy. Perhaps the happiest people on Earth. After all, I think that's one of the best wishes you can ever wish for. Someone grant me this wish, and I shall ask for no more! Okay, maybe except one more!

As days pass me by; bits of me intensify, while bits of me die down. And with all this change, it really brings myself to ask me: Who am I? A question that perhaps have never been answered by anyone in the whole history of humanity. What is this act of "finding yourselves"? And, how do you know if that "yourself" is really the "true self"? I'm trying to find myself, yet somehow I don't know how that 'self' of mine really looks like. And so, am I ever going to find something that I don't even know what it looks like?

Words of Wisdom, really cool. Hmm, this is crap, ignore, only I know what I'm writing.

It's funny how I choose others over myself. Hah, maybe sometimes I hate myself for that. Lol, my thoughts still unable to settle down. In everything I think of. Well, kinda.