Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 9:31 PM
76. prayers, night after night; you
HIATUS.Well, a big word for the start of the post, and it clearly conveys my message- that I am going on a hiatus. Well, except that my definition of "hiatus" is a little different. I am just going to go on a real short time without blogging, and the rest of the posts will be like twice a week. Not that I am already posting much. But, for this week, I don't think I will be posting. Although if I really must, then I will. Crazy definition, but I think the word 'hiatus' in this case basically means, "don't expect me to blog ever so often, cos I am not and need I explain why?" Thus, the reason is: hiatus. And, I'm sure no one reads my posts!?
But, of all people who go on hiatus, I am just one of the minority weird people that as I say 'hiatus', I want to continue this post and make it my last post before the hiatus!
The last time I blogged was on Saturday, actually four minutes after Friday. School life is busy. Well, past few days have been spent doing art. And now I am still doing art, to hand in tomorrow. I am so dead, I just realised it is 9.41pm, and oh damn it. Well, and there is still a random English test on a random day of this week that Mr Chin decided randomly to tell us on a random today.
7 weeks to EOY! And, I haven't started studying. Our principal keeps harping on the fact that we should start studying. So, guilty conscience pricks me and I should really get started on studying soon. I think I have forgotten all the science facts, all the math formulas, all the letter writing formats and whatnot!
And, today was biology test! It was considerably easy, I managed to answer all of the questions. And for the structured questions managed to write so super much despite only 2 marks per question. What's more, I totally quoted the whole paragraph from the textbook down on the paper itself. Wasn't really short for time, so it was quite okay.
Crazy inspiration knocking my head while I am doing art! Okay, anyways, I finally know some parts of who I am. And what it really means to know and be your true self. And when you know your true self, just be your true self, "be who you are, and say what you want; because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.", yeah?
And The Verdict is out, and I think what I really have been thinking this past months is actually true. So much for that, I am at a loss as to what I am supposed to do. Strike while the iron is hot? Or strike, thus making the iron hot?
Happy-sad, bittersweet.
Oh, well, shall bounce back to art!