Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 10:33 PM
77. unworthy existence
Forget about the hiatus.
I feel that I really need to cry out what I feel in me right now. I feel much much more like shouting to the ocean. I feel like sleeping for long long hours. I feel that I should take the initiative, but then it was never like me to take initiatives. I feel that I really need and want someone beside me right now.
So many things I feel, so many things I want to do, yet none of them I can fulfill. Or maybe I am just being too demanding. And yes, I should probably just be satisfied with the status quo. And I shouldn't just be that demanding. Right.
I am seriously brain-dead at this hour where I am stranded with so much homework.
I don't want to type so much already. Crappy, crappy, crappy mood. =/