Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 2:08 AM
133. why do i have to
It's so hard, but I guess I have to do something. There are only two ways I can go. And it's not an easy choice. I really don't think I'm the sort who will give up my beliefs so easily, but with so many internal and external factors, I guess I'm on the verge of a decision. I really wish I knew which is the
better choice to be made. But in the end, everything happens for a reason, yeah? We take different roads, but we all end up in the place we were meant to end up in.
Why does it feel like the old problems are re-emerging again?
Guess I'd need lots of help this time, directly or indirectly.
For now... smile! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D (this feels stupid.)
Anyways, creating a new blog soon, so goodbye!